Well I just dropped the wife and kid (2 year old) off at a drop-in. On the way home I spied some young ladies out walking and found their asses in tights arousing. I felt the urge to do the status-quo - which would be to get on the internet and try to find a sex partner. I am still reeling. Yesterday I had the opportunity to meet a very attractive woman for sex and I pulled a no-show. I am clamboring inside to get back to that level of opportunity.

Lately I was skimming psychology books in the bookstore and I found one on evolutionary psychology. It had some interesting perspectives on sexual desire. I, for one, am convinced that we are not naturally monogamous - just mostly monogamous. I'd like to expound more on what I think our natural sexual predilections are, but right now I need to jerk off to relieve this headache and then get back to work (if I can force myself to).

That reminds me - meditation music helps me work.