Well things got good and then bad.
I finally gave in on my last road trip and started using a singles website again. This didn't result in me meeting someone for sex (almost) but then I purged. Tonight, a week later, I am back at it!!!
It's 12:12 and I need to go to sleep.
Funny how I lost steam on this blog so fast. Guess I got things off my chest. But here I still am acting out.
Road trip next week - already chasing down leads. Have a long-planned date for "poker" on the agenda.
Maybe sobriety?
need to find a meeting there...
there isn't one
maybe online... maybe
I am chatting with a girl right now
guess we know where this leads.
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Hello,
ReplyDeleteThank you for starting this blog. I hope you find it helpful. My story is different from yours but only in the details. I am still struggling and currently my biology is winning too.
I am a member of a Sexaholics Anonymous group (and an Alcoholics Anonymous group too). And a chronic relapser in SA (but almost 6 years sober in AA).
I believe there is hope for me as long as I don't give up. I'm really glad that the only requirement for membership is a desire to stop acting out.
Hang in there and thanks again for blogging. Trust me, it is truly a form of service work.
F